Hoh~~ I've been roleplaying lately, and somehow I'm getting preoccupied that I OFTEN SLEEP AT 3-5 a.m. when I have a class at 7 a.m.!!!! I OFTEN wake up with bloodshot eyes: red and swollen becoz I HAVE TO GO RP-ing past midnight!!! Hahaha, silly, silly activity... but I enjoy it anyway, so it doesn't matter, I guess.

Aaaanddd.... to support my RP, I drew a lot of drawings, and they have become my latest entries... Just can't stop my imagination~~~

S**t! I just couldn't draw lately... Hadn't drawn anything yet... Fuhh. Many assignments, many... too many!!!! I don't have time to touch my pencil except for writing... I actually drew HanaKimi characters lately, but I haven't uploaded it ><
Hopefully I can upload it soon [find me a scanner ]

Dear Friends...

I just lost a bestfriend...
UNIQUE [June 18, 1989 - August 15, 2008]

Last time I met her was on July 31, 2008 before going to Jogja. She was in the hospital, weakly lying there on the white sheets. I laughed at her shirt for its silly print [advertisement about wooden works]...
I remember, the last thing I said was, "Tell me if you get better."
And I remember that day when she first saw me, she said, "You look prettier."
I didn't notice it was going to be the last time I saw her... I left the hospital with toughts, "Nothing serious... she'll get better." [my sister experienced that kind of kidney ill few years ago, and she's alright now]

Before her last day, she did things which weren't her habits. She sent me short messages saying good night before sleeping, she also said that we had to meet each other before I went to Jogja... and we did. That day, in the hospital.

I wish I could show her kenchan's S.O.A.P BuBBLe FeSTiVaL concert, Poka, my new squirrel, lend her my new comic books, and other silly things we used to do together...

Though we've known each other closely for only 3 years or so... but for me it's forever.
She's a great friend; a cheerleader. She's hilarious, and a kind of friend you'd always miss the presence...

Things she really likes...[I asked her these on March 2, 2008]
1. Fruits : orange, pear
2. Color : blue
3. Flower : edelweiss [eternal white]
4. Place : beach
5. Movie : romantic comedy; American Pie, Harry Potter, Death Note, Ju-On, etc
6. Dorama : any with bishonen in it! [such as GOKUSEN]
7. Manga : DNAngel, Parfait Tic!
8. Anime : Dragon Ball
9. Male : the good-looking ones!
10. Food : fried rice, martabak

I remember we got here and there together when we were still students of High School.
We sneaked into computer lab, we sang lots of songs such as "niji" your fave Laruku's song, "Feeling Fine", "Link", "Angel's Tale" your favorite HYDE's song, "arittake no ai de" by Gackt, "March 9" our graduation theme... and more...

I couldn't be there when you're gone; I was [and am] beginning to pursue my dream in a faraway land from you... But I'll never be far from you.

Though now you're gone, and no more laughter with you...
I'll keep you here in my heart. I'll move forward, but never leave you, cuz you're with me all the time. I love you, My Dear Friend.

So, since I had no enough time to share this, I'd like to share it now. My Dad got me a SQUIRREL as my 19th b'day purezento!!!! It's my 2nd time own a squi as am pet. Last time was 3 years ago. It's gone to somewhere after a mistreating by my Dad (he threw it down harshly as Pavel bit him!! Anyway, it liked to bite after he got sharp teeth, and we're kinda afraid of it). I named it (male in gender) Pavel (taken from Pavel Nedved, my fav footballer, heehee!!), and my 2nd squi is also Pavel in name. It's so incredibly cute XD!!! I give it every hour of a day, only when I sleep he's not cuddling w/ me, heehee... See the pic of Pavel (I also write it Puffle) in my web...

Sometimes I feel strange about how a PC, a notebook, cables, mouse, scanner, keyboard, modem, etc. can create a new world overseas... We're watching each other without knowing the real person (for some people), yet we do feel we are akin, ne! It has to be one of the world's miracle...coz we feel the same art! We're openminded to see, comment, support, criticize to each other without awareness of anger or broken friendship. Whatta world ^___^...

Oh, yeah, whoever visit this page, PLEASE WATCH THIS DESPERATE DEVIANT,hehe...!!! Doumo!

Oh yeah, trust me, I REALLY am living in BALI, one of the most famous island in d world. I'll share some photos when I get the chance ^_^. BALI is save now, though irresponsible terrorists exploded the land, but we've developed our beloved island with more spirit and love, so see you in Bali...in now-peaceful Bali ^____^v.